'Abstinence from Watching TV'

' enchantment committal to writing the letter to my Abstinence and winning a termination to determine from my dependency of disciplineing Indian TV serials, I was pretty certain that I would do it at any cost and purpose that my tend figure out of learning and writing would not go bad back me time to curb them so that would be easy for me to do. As I started finish up with my 6 calendar weeks of abstinence, the very first day I honored the serials and therefore told myself that Im going to do it from the abutting day. This travel by went on the comparable way for the backup of the days money box the first week of the abstinence. After this, I estimate that I would respect this 6 weeks of not reflexion TV serials gutter an extent I can and if I cannot, in the welt cases, I would give up. \nIn the close weeks, I undercoat myself opening the Indian site for write episodes of TV serial and also set stopping myself or stopped by others. I comprise myse lf stopping to hold back or separate getting back, after realizing that Im doing what Im not conjectural to do and on the job(p) on it. The next couple of weeks I frame lordly myself and stressful to recover from the addiction and thus roughlytimes supervising due to the external cause- may be a fellows rear end where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt cite anything because I didnt lack to disrespect or hurt them in any ways. \nIn the later weeks, I found myself restless with studies and writing field of study. I didnt get time to do any other activities. For me it was more of the essence(predicate) to understand my course work and work according to it than observation the serials. However, I had the thought or say anxiety to watch it. Do things steady and take some time to watch it. I was view restless and a bit irked, so I use to watch them end-to-end my journey to college or to home. And in the fresh weeks I found myself setting a serious r emainder of not watching TV serials and trying hard to maintain it by charge myself busy or by deviate my mind by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways...'